mood : mood-less

I’ve really abandoned my blog.

Seriously no mood to write anything as everything has been going down and uphill all the way.

Been sick lately. Serious bad migrain problems that has lead me to ignore smses/emails/calls.

Keep on popping pills…feel like a junkie LOL.

On a much lighter note, I am officially a mood-less bitch hahahaha so watch out and don’t step on my shoes or I’ll surely bite :p

cheezels!

Happy Chinese New Year to…well to all Malaysian coz even though only certain ethnic celebrate it but we all enjoy the holidays now don’t we?

Oh my Cheezels!!

Lately work sucks big time. All because of this person who came in with some change factor. Change is good. Change is very good. But it has to be done properly and at stages.

Bukan main bomb tsunami mangkukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!

Tsk tsk I hate her guts!!

Anyways…just wanna say that it’s gonna take more than this to break me. I don’t know what your intentions are, but whatever it is, better cut it out before I say ‘go fuck your cheezels!!’

ollie ollie ollio

Put ya hands together people and welcome my new baby, yeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Ok, orang lain dah lama ada tapi aku baru sekarang nak merasa. Jadik sila lah beri ruang utk aku jakun sekejap.

Semalam gie rembat kat Low Yat. Actually, Sabtu lepas Lina http://allaboutsexyinred.blogspot.com/ teman I gie usha. Survey punya survey punya survey, we ended up in this 1 shop kat UG. Situ ada boi-boi yang hensem he he he. Haiippp! Yang nak ditekankan di sini ialah bukan kehenseman mereka tetapi sifat yang sangat eager-beaver nak membantu, which I like

Ok, I know a lot of you people out there will be frowning and ejek-ejek me cakap ‘eleh Olympus je bukan DSLR’…korang syadap boleh?? Aku ada lah reason-reason tersendiri nape aku tak sambar DSLR okeh.

Eleh bukan cam korang, berlagak pakai DSLR padahal takat gantung kat leher je pastuh tekan  butang sini sana. Bukan guna pon all the functions kat kamera tuh. Silap hari bulan, aku lagi banyak knowledge. Heh poyo.

Hahahaha selamba je ek kutuk org??! Well…biasa lah. Defend mode dah on sebab surely ada nya lah anasir-anasir luar yang akan memperlekehkan my choice.

Oh yes back to the story…I have my own reasons for choosing Olympus EPL2.

Suka nya suka nya suka nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Maka cerita nie berakhir dengan…kamera Olympus EPL2 selamat dibawa pulang malam tadik.  

work…work…dilemma

Did I spell dilemma correctly? Or is it dilema? Which ever goes I gues, like anyone cares pon kan? Kekekeke

Okeh so tahun baru, azam baru, masalah lama.

Helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo boleh tak tahun baru aku nak segala baru. Termasoklah masalah baru? Fed up dowh ngadap masalah sama je memanjang. Tak thrill dah, sampai dah ketat muka sebab dah tak feel. Hahahah berlagak eh, konon masalah boleh bagi tak feel.

Anyways biasa tengah-tengah tahun perasaan nie akan melanda. Konon nak quit, nak focus kat bisnes. Lepas tuh bila betul dah quit, lepas 2-3 bulan, meroyan…nak keje balik.

The proses repeats every year.

Tapi tahun nie, dia pandai…perasaan tuh dah mai dah.

I feel like quitting and focusing 100% on my almost-non-existance business. Macam yer lah, camner nak focus kat bisnes kalo takde masa. Tapi kalo adakan masa plak, takde plak duitnya sementara nak develop bisnes. Habis, anak aku nak makan apa? Pasir kah? Rumput kah? Ooo no no no, mati Gangliosides anak aku kang.

So…

Gitu lah dilemma. Oh btw I just googled and yes, it’s spelled as dilemma.

sugar daddy?

I know I haven’t been blogging much lately. Bukan takde cerita, memang ada cuma malas amat sangat.

About a few weeks back, my friend called me. Katanya her Sugar Daddy suddenly dumped her.

She’s been going out with this married guy since her last year in uni. Camner ek she boleh kenal this guy, ntah ler aku pon tatau. Yang aku tau, memang mewah lah lifestyle dia.

Then habis uni, kitorang bz carik keje, she plak lepak goyang kaki. Tugasan paling berat ialah menghabiskan monthly allowance yang this guy bagi.

From what I gather, he is 58 years old, anak 3 orang dah besar panjang. Wife cantik and homely type. Ever ready to jump on the husband. Question is…kenapa dia nak carik sugar babe ar kalo dah everything is ok kat rumah?

Adakah sebab terlalu banyak duit? If yes…nape tak kawen no. 2 je?

Nape simpan someone on the side? Then alih-alih after 4 years, he dumps her.

Reason dia bagi, FOUND SOMEONE BETTER.

She was crying her eyes out. Skang kena carik keje. Aku tanyalah kenapa all this past 4 years, tak save duit laki dia nie bagi? She said, memang she felt damn secured and that he would never leave her.

Wrong move bebeh. You’re dispensable.

What else is there left for me to say?

 

where is my post?

I have no idea what happened to my published post.

Ini sudah tentu mengundang kemarahan okeh.

sakit kaki

I celebrated new year’s at some hot club in Bukit Bintang. Damn, sakit kaki ok. We were dancing from 10.30pm to 3am. Literally coz the club was packed and takde tempat nak duduk.

Takkan nak berdiri cam tunggol kat dance floor kan? Nak tak nak itu badan kena goyang sikit hahahaha.

Ok on a much fun note, I’ve got my internet back. And to top it up, I finally managed to land myself a desktop. After much debating (with my own self of coz) whether I should get a Macbook or desktop, I decided…desktop it is.

Lately, the applications I’m frequently using is slowing everything down.

Yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

I have quite a few resolutions and goals this year. Notice how I said resolutions and goals? Apparently some people don’t know the difference. What you mean ‘whats the difference?’?? Of coz there’s a difference lah…silalah carik jawapan sendiri ok, me malas nak explain.

So…reso reso, gol gol…reso reso, gol gol…

I’ll share 1 by 1…after it has been accomplished of coz.

To all my lovely (could be non-existent) readers… Happy 2011!!

lamanya!!

UPDATED! From now on, every hate comment will be marked as spam and banned. The 2 hate comments and replies have been deleted by me. I’m not going to entertain any negative aura around my blog. If you want to give negative feedback, make sure it’s constructive.

Anyways sorry lah sebab lama gile blog nie tak berupdate. Bukan takde citer, citer memang ada banyak tapi penyakit malas nie memang takde ubat.

How now brown cow?

Last last last weekend, ada photoshoot Hani with Nilam. Then last week photoshoot Yati with Nilam.

Gambarnya mana??

Takde sebab my pc buat hal. Jadik nak meng-edit gambar adalah sangat hazab skali.

Speaking of which, there is 2 things I need to get now. Numero uno, a camera (I demand for Canon) and numero dos, a desktop. I found that I am able to work more efficiently with a desktop.

Sebab dengan adanya laptop, last-last macam laptop yang kerjakan aku sebab aku sebok nak layan TV lah (ehem Asmara hensem ok).

Apesal aku boleh gila cair tengok Asmara huh?? Bukan dia ke yang keluar Melodi ada skandal ngan Maria Farida? Ok whateverrrrr! Janji ko jambu and mampu memikat hatiku.

Nas sampai naik berbulu tengok I tak blink at all masa tengok adegan romantis dia. Wah serious…me so want coz me so like!

Hari nie makan megi je kat ofis sebab kepala berat semacam nak keluar and carik makan.

Cepatlah 5.30pm. Tak sabar aku nak balik and gomol Rafael. He’s so smart nowdays. Pandai amik hati and mulut bising betol.

Also tak sabar nak plan for baby no.2. Ehek planning? Ade ke? Macam takde je tapi…perlu kena dengan timing. Hopefully lepas dapat Canon and desktop :p

photoshoot at MARDI

As promised, today I shall upload photos from the shoot.

Sorry ya coz I pakai camera chokia so the quality of the pics might not be as good as expected.

But fret not!! Just log on to Facebook and search NILAM. You can see beautiful photos of the shoot there.

I make up kan je…the rest photographer lah yang buat

Before the make over

after the make over – side view

a little action from the top

isma’s poster, specially done by Mrs.Imran of Nilam

she’s in the mood to pose

trying to find the best angle

got it!

Isma is such a sport. She didn’t turn down any of our suggestions and was game to try everything.

Easy to work with someone like her. 2 thumbs up for her!

Anyways, we really had a great time. Me, myself in particular. I’m looking forward to many more photoshoots like this where I shall provide my services for Nilam’s customers.

 

lupa pendrive

Last Satuday, me and the gurls had fun doing a photoshoot for one of Mrs.Imran’s customer. Well I didn’t do much pon. Just did the model’s make up and touch up. Itu je.

But it was super fun!

Tapi hari nie sangat sedih coz I lupa bawak pendrive. All the photos are in there. Ingatkan nak upload.

Sabar ye kawan-kawan. I’ll upload the photos besok.

On the other side of my super powderful brain, I’m thinking of getting a dslr camera. I sooooooo want one. I’m soooooo in love with the photos a dslr can produce.

Hmmm….

Ok peeps, please visit http://www.facebook.com/#!/nilamboutique for beautiful scarfs and you can click at the right side bar to access Walk In Beauty.

Thanks guys~